TIMOTHY DONNELLY is co-poetry editor of The Boston Review.





Through a Darkness, an Intelligence

On analysis, even roses aren’t what you supposed.
Take a closer look, go deep enough to feel
that you’re an aphid now, or smaller, a microscopic

version of yourself and delving in a velvet
den of quickened petals. That you were killed once
on some road trip you’re at odds to recollect,

brilliantly ill-fated, numbered parts of you
removed, excuse me if I notice. You know that’s what I do.
Also, there are more of us. A whole company

of spirits nests among this flustered damask
and delights here, accounting for that fragrance
one in ignorance ascribes to botany, a bland

and hasty explanation, but you see how it appeals
to Mrs. Osborne in her garden, who’d falter
if she knew the pleasure she derived from breathing

in her ruby floribunda’s essence meant that,
for an instant, reddish beings had possessed her.
No matter that they’re pleasant, brief

in overwhelming. Just leave her to her science,
what satisfaction it affords. You, however, asked me
why it seemed, just yesterday, a power

dragged you through a darkness, an intelligence
unbidden, surely not your own. You felt it
penetrate as thieves would sack a vaulted treasury

found long since emptied out, cacophonous with spite, directing you
through frost and sudden blight and canker,
well beyond the lot of, for example, Mrs. Osborne,

who, as fate would have it, rose from breakfast at that time.
You approach me for an answer. I hand you 
what you want. You have been given another life.





Pansies Under Monkshood

The sun broke: opportune. Opossum-stopped at twenty-two,
he cloistered shunt and jobless, kept to a kidney-
shaped plot of herbs, the arch medieval types (take rue),
a dense aroma-veil of beauties haloing the deadly.
The proximity of cure to curse, what blasphemy he knew
occurred in nature naturally (at once in scammony)
he honored, a clot of pansies under monkshood nodded
softly and obeisant, in pallor plotted, pallid.

God he gardened, darkly. Extraneous, neighbors stuck
an eyeball to a knothole wincingly and whispered
coarse outside his family fence. Whatever squeeze-faced critic
ridiculed, he heard (or overheard — or heard)
with tightening, what she said. He’s catastrophic, look:
a knot of inwardness and waste. A buttercup. A bird,
he feathered off from talk in tongue of other-mouth, dumbness
fledged into an art. See before him Francis.

See before him compost, a mound of it, the moist
rot monitored with heart. He makes a final
tulip-hole by hand, without a tool, and lays a lambkin bulb to rest.
(The cultivar: Attila.) A little blood, a little
bone, a little ritual completed heavingly, the last
he’ll know of company till March, maybe even April.
In the meantime: basement. Dusty, misdefined.
Reading? He will read: unoccupied, "the mind

rusheth into melancholy." Windowed, he will watch
an autumn’s fancy branchwork, the crocus spitting gold-
dust stigma-tassle (saffron), but mourn the patch
of purple browning by the brick, the offal-air of mold
and loveless decomposing. Chiller nights approach;
acorns tap the minutes on a shake-shingled
roof in creepy repetition; the world he watered
fallen into incremental desert, he drops: a rattled gourd,

an evacuated basket. Poor churl, he needs the solace
of a doll, a vacant entity to split his troubled
thinking with. Small wonder he should practice
acts of — what exactly? A worsening, a cold;
a cold knocked back forever deeper into, he’s
tilled himself an organ of perennial arcana, cell-walled, willed
root-veined rock from under underground.
He should finish applications, find a living friend


not shear / A decade before his first death he would lay / a shirt
of disconcerted madras magicked from the mouth
of a cellar cedar closet. Full spectrum short
the violet / askew on the bed of a dank room developing / hues alive with
correspondence, scotched: he embryos a consort
concentrating deeply (as directed in his plinth-
thick copy of The Pocket Book of Witchcraft),
/ headshots of those who would one day be wrung / scissors held aloft

to catch the incandescence. For to fill it up:
let the head unstitched. For to eradicate the curse:
/ null of quarrel and song, a whole roll of heavenly / Rocky Mountain grape
starred "highly recommended." He considers,
but the range: elsewhere, noted. The buttercup?
Useless. Onward nonetheless. "Luck is got by cinnamon," but powders
though the cotton fragrantly and mocks him
/ shut favorite faces, dreamt photos to paste / a singe of scheme

and mothballs. He wants the danger of November
night and blasted weather, its celestial, stark
/ in the radiant album / the grimoire flipped through: TRANCE, GLAMOUR. 
Scotched. He backwards to the plot, the heretical book
/ embossed with THE GONE, its / rescue: an old grammar,
stammering, en pleine air! Stood among the skeleton / fluke
pages turned to and bent over nights / stiffed in bone-
yard season, he / creased / Puck, I’m here, in fernwither, full moon,

in silent midnight, come — Your, believer.
Silence, still
/ in a sea-toss and saturnine chanting "alone, / he fingers lost delphinium,
thumbs the index down: WOODRUFF to WOOD SORREL,
WORMWOOD to WOUNDS. Back to WORMWOOD, his time
contends with him / alone," / The herb ends "small
bewitchments," soothes the bite of salamander, serpent. Some claim.
Burned by graves, raises "spirits to speak…."
Scotched. / he abandoned himself on the false-bottom bark /

/ to belief he could grasp / Conjuring? A flashlight. He strips the brittle
leaves of artemisia off, a pinch of rue for mercy
(should this business go awry), plucked laurel
for protection / ways of grief by imagining / in addition, "prophecy
through dreams." Watch: three o’clock. The double full
but only half, he circumspects a second: the granite’s mossy
in the wall: a bounty, velveteen! He turns to MOSS
/ all who would die dying well in advance / good for "general-purpose


poppets" but for optimal results, whet a "dew-rinsed knife"
and "flense a headstone’s growth." Laid askew, awake
envisioning his visit / each pang to the ventricles / practicing a grief-
stricken look to throw the bony gatesman, a classic
ending is contraptioned: A pleasure sloop, a nefarious reef,
and all of them at once.
/ studied, withstood, each tragic
scenario / The truth: blasphemous. / pictured and stuck / Anyway, the artifice
/ in the propped open book / comes easier: an uptown bus.

See before him Swan Point, the park of marble
monument to highbrow charnel. (His own are laid to rest
forever less exquisitely, capped with unremarkable
lawn-flush plaques.) He wheezes at the gate, walks past
without a word, but the pawns loom mossless, moon-scrubbed; trouble
has been taken, meaning met again. A stiffening (exhaust).
Out of the pockets: an unknown key, an ambiguous token. What weed
remainder’s this? Quickly, a (something)
             burning down to ash, for

— what exactly? For he is eager for

                                         THE DEAD: 





DER NACHTSCHWÄRMER

I know a shape that knows its way around
our park, whose panther-musked and sparkling coat
entices — then appalls! It should be chained
by park officials. All day it lurks about
unseen beneath the band of evergreen
that cordons off our curfewed park; it slinks
among our founding fathers’ watching pine,
does damage to their sap-filled trunks
and leaves one ill at ease. Tonight a troop
should trap it, bind it up with iron and rope.

But night is quite a different game, now, isn’t it?

I know a shape of such intelligence
that it waits till night displaces day to spring
from fallen needles. Then it rises, grunts,
and bang! it lunges from the boughs that hang
so low as to conceal it underneath.
And when it makes it to the lawn, so ticked
it glows below the moon, a grille of teeth
is cruelly borne, the tongue contorts: you’re licked
with lechery and wet. Tonight a troop
should trap it, bind it up with iron and rope.

But night is quite a different game, now, isn’t it?

I know a shape with eyes reflecting stars,
they mesmerize! whose quick-seducing gaze
will bore through barriers and barriers:
you fill with thoughts much less your own, your knees
at once begin to buckle and you fall beneath
the shape, ah! life’s unlucky. You breathe and bleed
its breath and blood, you intertwine your legs with
its and wake up in a spill upon the bed.
You’ll wish it had been stopped. Tonight a troop
should trap it, bind it up with iron and rope.

But night is quite a different game, now, isn’t it


about to start: a theater of puckered whelps
and pathogens from humming pumps, a secret door,
a sodden hall, a carousel of shadow palps
divining where the flattered vein begins. You’re
swept away by caravan, you’re miles from an old concern—
what was it once, an emptiness, a ticket?
With another fume, another face, another turn
in the sticking-place with silver-tongued constrictors in the socket,
odd cologne! And now, with rumbling, comes a troop
to bind you down (or is it up?)

and you allow it as the shape assumes your own. 





For a Missing Face


When to go would suffer me beyond myself, sloshed
in the stomach of an ill-upholstered coach

bound south, consumed, my will belittled
by the vast mechanic will of an engine lunging

on, the vent-shot air irrevocably soured
by surrounding mouths, spoil, my face mistaken

for a missing face, a general spasm down a darkened aisle;
when to stay would stifle as a vault of skin,

a masterstroke of disproportion in the woolens
worn, the vapors of a strange creation born

and breathed back in, as if to asphyxiate
self with self induced a more judicious choking;

when to choose would leave me
lost without or lost within; when the spleen’s

pulsed music rises, falls — I take to the air
as you took to the stair, my fled example;

when the walls streaked sallow threaten to collapse,
I will not give in so awkwardly as that.

See the one hand fixed to the gothic rail? See the other
hung, as though ’twere casual?