Hillary Llwellyn-Williams was born in Kent of Welsh-Spanish parents.
Her books include The Tree Calendar, The Book of Shadows and Animaculture,
all published by Seren. She currently lives in South Wales.






In the Wildwood

The Hunter enters the forest
alone and on foot, so sure is he of the ground
and its beaten paths
where he slips his hounds, all under his command

skilled and well-equipped
with a quiver full of arrows, a well-sprung bow
never afraid to venture into the thickets

He is here to start an idea -
to pursue images, to run them down
to harry them from the bushes and bramble-clumps
transfixing them as they bolt for the canopy
sunlight netting their wings

His hounds retrieve the ragged feather bundles
he strings them together as trophies and drags them home

Sometimes his triumph is greater:
he’ll capture a larger beast, a black boar
with wicked tusks, a hind with velvet ears
her liquid eyes rolled back
as the dogs snatch at her throat

Women fall for this Hunter

Perhaps it’s the sweat from the chase
the forest musk
or it might be the lingering spoor of blood
that draws them clustering     hoping to touch him

But of course he must run freely among the trees -
this is my place he says my right place
and he wants to name every single thing
he sees, and lay claim to it

Nothing shall be forbidden
because he is a great artist
nothing escapes him, it’s all fair game

If only he had gone as a gatherer
grateful for what the glades and dingles offer
rootling around on the forest floor
and listening to the creatures

he might not have blundered on the pool
of shadows and believed what he saw there:
the image of a woman bathing naked
the image of his desire

He imagines he is shielded
crouched behind the hedge of his intellect
He should have noticed the bearskin spread on a rock

What a shock when he feels those claws rip
at his human shape, letting the stag out!

None of his metaphors can save him now

His four legs stagger, his muzzled antlered head
is filled with the baying of hounds








Pebble

From a stone in my palm
I have made a bear cub:
blind and hairless
yet her pulse flicks warm
in the nest of my hand

and her long paws scrabble
against my skin
as she noses warm
and nuzzles in

Soon she loses the shape of the stone
becoming flesh
and fur, with a voice of her own

so I can hide her no longer -
not even in the folds of my coat

She plays like a kitten
rolls over, displays
the petal soft underside of her feet
and bares her teeth a little

yet her small bright eyes
are unreadable
as pebbles
or stars

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When the wind roars
from the forest
my bear lifts her head

One day she won’t come to my call
but with a curving claw
she’ll trace a crack in the wall

and away she’ll roll
into the leafy shadows

growing like a mountain
shaking heavy flanks
she’ll become a presence

the snap of a twig behind me
the breath that follows